這陣子跟女友有些爭執，心情隨著思緒起起伏伏地，一會拋的高高的如在雲端，一會又拽倒在泥塗之間，慌張的不知如何是好。
最後我們還是言歸於好。爭執的議題已經不重要了；我思前想後，這一切都肇因於對安全感的缺乏，也許慢慢行去，在那油與水相接相親的介面上，終會找到最後的平衡點。
去年這個時候，我還為著前女友的決絕而嗚呼蹉跎著；現在討論的卻是安全感這樣的話題，想想也真的恍如隔世。我聽著Anna Nalick的Breathe(2 AM)，心裡不由得有點感傷。
2 AM and she calls me ’cause I’m still awake,
Can you help me unravel my latest mistake,
I don’t love him, winter just wasn’t my season
Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize,
Hypocrites, you’re all here for the very same reason‘Cause you can’t jump the track,we’re like cars on a cable
And life’s like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button girl,
So cradle your head in your hands
And breathe, just breathe,
Woah breathe, just breatheMay he turn 21 on the base at Fort Bliss
Just a day, he sat down to the flask in his fist,
Ain’t been sober, since maybe October of last year.
Here in town you can tell he’s been down for a while,
But my God it’s so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him, maybe I’ll just sing about it.Cause you can’t jump the track, we’re like cars on a cable,
And life’s like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe, just breathe,
Woah breathe, just breatheThere’s a light at each end of this tunnel, you shout
‘Cause you’re just as far in as you’ll ever be out
These mistakes you’ve made, you’ll just make them again
If you only try turning around.2 AM and I’m still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, its no longer
Inside of me, threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I’m naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you’ll use them, however you want toCause you can’t jump the track, we’re like cars on a cable,
And life’s like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand.
And breathe, just breathe
Woah breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe.
我必須學會領略一些事實，接著正視它，然後決定要不要去接受。