Hamlet:

To be or not to be, that is the question.
Whether ’tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles,
And by opposing, end them. To die, to sleep
No more, and by a sleep to say we end,
The heartache and the thousand natural shocks
That flesh is heir to, ’tis a consummation
Devoutly to be wished.

– William Shakespeare, Hamlet

最近常常睡不好，總要靠sleeptabs才能深深睡著，不再在中夜裡滿身冷汗的醒來。工作上的變化太大，情感上的失落又太深，我不停地想像Thanksgiving回台灣的日子，卻又總覺得這一去就再也沒有任何羈絆了。

初到矽谷時，覺得生活過得好快樂好輕易；最近這段日子，讓人失去了快樂的能力。