"Jump ahead, ten, twenty years, okay, and you’re married. Only your marriage doesn’t have that same energy that it used to have, you know. You start to blame your husband. You start to think about all those guys you’ve met in your life and what might have happened if you’d picked up with one of them, right? Well, I’m one of those guys. That’s me, you know, so think of this as time travel, from then, to now, to find out what you’re missing out on. See, what this really could be is a gigantic favor to both you and your future husband to find out that you’re not missing out on anything. I’m just as big a loser as he is, totally unmotivated, totally boring, and, uh, you made the right choice, and you’re really happy."

今天下午重看了一次《Before Sunrise》，不由得也跟著故事裡初識Celine的James忐忑起來；我們都害怕錯過也憎恨癡纏，但總是在猶豫不決與歹戲拖棚間慢慢變老與接受事實。上一次感受遇見對方後的心悸，是多久之前的往事了？上一次在掛電話後一面懷念著對方的隻字片語，一面同時對著自己說出的蠢話頓足，又是多久以前的事情了？

很溫暖的一種感覺。在這個深秋的傍晚，在這個落葉滿城，陽光從雲端裡隱去的傍晚，我想到妳。